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him for what? For being autocratic? Because that was him—he was right—it was part of what attracted her to him as well as what ultimately made them incompatible.

  She couldn't punish the man just because he was making her feel stuff she didn't want to feel. You couldn't hold someone else responsible for your mood—because in the end that was all down to you.

  There was a bustle and a buzz, and Sorcha looked round to see what all the fuss was about just as a man dressed entirely in black walked into the studio with Cesare directly behind him.

  'Is that the photographer?' Sorcha whispered.

  'You don't know?' The assistant looked at her as if she had just been beamed down from another planet. 'That's Maceo di Ciccio,' she said. 'And that's Cesare di Arcangelo with him—oh, but you know him, don't you? Didn't he bring you here?'

  'He certainly did," said Sorcha pleasantly.

  Cesare gave her a cool look, and she sent him an equally cool one back, which made his eyes narrow in mocking response. But Sorcha knew that she was playing with fire. That the feelings she had had for him all those years ago hadn't just faded away into nothing. He still amused her and he still stimulated her, on far more than just a physical level—and that was where the danger lay.

  Men were good at keeping things purely sexual, and women were notoriously bad at it. Even worse, sex brought out an emotional response in women which had the capacity to make them weak as kittens.

  Well, that's not going to be me, she thought fiercely.

  She watched as the photographer was greeted with reverence by all his acolytes, and Sorcha couldn't help thinking that Maceo di Ciccio was on the wrong side of the camera.

  He was wearing black jeans and a fine cashmere sweater. His face was rugged—with harsh angles and slanting black eyes—but although his mouth was soft and sensual, there was an almost cruel curve at the edge of his lips. With his ruffled black hair, he looked a little like a buccaneer—the kind of man who would just go all out to get what it was he wanted. And, looking like that, she didn't imagine he had to try very hard.

  Cesare watched while an assistant held a light meter under Sorcha's chin, and he wondered where his expected feeling of triumph had gone. He had got his way, because she was here—even though she didn't look as if she particularly wanted to be—and he had been enjoying some mind-blowing and no-strings sex with her into the bargain!

  So what was the cause of the black mood which had enveloped him since he'd got out of bed that morning? Alone, after she'd damned well made him drive her home at some godforsaken hour. As usual.

  And that was the irony—because he liked to sleep alone. He liked to wake up when he

  wanted, rather than have some female slipping out from beneath him, disturbing him while she went into the bathroom to clean her teeth and brush her hair in order to achieve that just-got-out-of-bed look.

  Sometimes in the cold, cruel light of day it wasn't easy to make conversation, and the easy talk of the night before became stilted and formal. At night you had the cloak of darkness and the comfort of wine to take the edge off uncomfortable silences.

  She had tied him up in knots yet again, and he damned well resented it!

  'But she is beautiful,' Maceo suddenly murmured in Italian at his side. 'You told me she was a witch.'

  Cesare looked at her, and a sudden unease prickled at his skin. "Witches can be beautiful,' he drawled. Ignoring his friend's assessing expression, he leaned back against the wall to watch as Maceo walked across the studio towards her.

  'Ciao , bella, said Maceo softly, and Sorcha got the sudden intimation of being in the presence of a creative genius. Pulling off the cashmere sweater to reveal a black T-shirt beneath, he handed it to a waiting assistant and narrowed his eyes. 'So you are Sorcha, si'

  'Yes, that's me.' Sorcha smiled nervously. "Urn, you do know I'm not a professional model?

  In fact, I've never done anything but family snapshots in my life.'

  'I can tell—but that is perfect,' he murmured. 'Just as you are perfect. I am not looking for the professional model, with her face just so, who tosses her head back—so, ‘

  He gave an exaggerated flick of his dark head and Sorcha giggled.

  'That is good,' he said softly. 'I want you to laugh, for you must be.... how do you say? Saucy! Si, for that is what Cesare wishes. For the sauce'

  All the assistants laughed sycophantically.

  Across the other side of the studio, Cesare felt his face turning to stone. Since when had Maceo decided to ham up his Italian side—and why? Especially when Maceo's English was as good as his own. But he answered his own question when he saw Sorcha responding as if he was God's gift to women. Couldn't she see through all that hand-waving stuff?

  Apparently not. Because now she was nodding her head energetically at something that the photographer was saying to her. Usually the two men formed a strong mutual admiration society, but suddenly Cesare felt like withdrawing his membership.

  He had known Maceo since they were both five—when their two very different worlds had collided at a weekly judo class. Maceo had won a scholarship to study it, and it had been one of Cesare's many after-school activities, designed to keep him out of the house.

  Maceo had risen from the slums and had had to claw his way up from the very bottom—perhaps that was what had helped give him his unique talent for seeing behind the masks that people presented. He had photographed models and princesses, queens and criminals—and then grown bored with it.

  With the money he had earned, Maceo had bought an ailing fashion magazine and discovered that he had a talent for breathing new life into media ventures. These days he owned a TV station, several more magazines, and was proprietor of one of Italy's top-selling newspapers. He rarely took photos—only when the fancy took him. This favour to Cesare had amused him and been gladly given—so why the hell was Cesare now wishing that he had gone the more conventional route and employed someone that the ad agency had recommended?

  And why was he feeling jealous of Maceo when Sorcha was a woman he was merely having sex with in order to finally get her out of his system?

  Maceo smiled at her. 'You are ready, bellecima?

  Sorcha nodded—even though her heart was racing with nerves—feeling like a lamb

  headed for the slaughterhouse as she stood in front of the charismatic photographer. 'Ready as I'll ever be' she gulped.

  Then come over here. Just here—you see? Just ignore the stylist—she paints the tomato with oil to make it look shiny. Relax, Sorcha. Just relax. Si, that is better. Now, put your finger in your mouth. Yes. That is perfect. Ah, si! You are perfect. Bellecima?

  A nerve flickered in Cesare's cheek.

  He knew that in order to get the very best out of a subject Maceo was photographing it was necessary for the subject to relax. So why shouldn't Maceo call Sorcha beautiful, when that was nothing but the truth?

  And why the hell was it eating him up?

  Sorcha could feel her heart hammering. This was a nightmare—especially with Cesare standing in the shadows of the room, his silhouette looking so darkly forbidding. All she could see was the glitter of his eyes, but she could sense his disapproval as surely as if it were radiating in waves from his hard, lean body. And who was the one who had set this whole thing up?

  Defiantly, she licked her lips and pouted.

  'Now, look at me as you would look at your lover, ' demanded Maceo.

  This was harder, and stupidly Sorcha blushed. Was that because her lover was standing on the other side of the room, glowering at her? She heard a door slam, and when Sorcha looked up Cesare had gone.

  'No, cara' Maceo urged, as he followed the direction of her gaze. 'Not that look. Not the shy in-love smile, but the grown-up foxy smile. The look of a confident woman. Comfortable in her own skin—knowing that she gives pleasure as well as receives it.'

  In a way it was better that Cesare had gone, because at least now Sorcha felt more

  able to deliver—if only to p
rove to herself and to Maceo that his assessment had been completely wrong. It had not been a shy in-love smile at all. Not at all. Because she wasn't in love with anyone.

  She put her finger into her mouth, widened her eyes at the camera, and thought of Cesare, naked and luminous.

  'Pertetto!' applauded Maceo.

  She tilted her head coquettishly, looking as if she had just been told a delicious secret as she remembered the things he had whispered last night as he had thrust long and hard and deep inside her.

  'Meravigliosa!' murmured Maceo.

  Sorcha really started getting into it—tossing her head like a filly and meeting Maceo's enigmatic black eyes.

  'Now you see why the models toss their heads...so? ' he observed wryly.

  He shot roll after roll of film, and by the time he'd finished Sorcha felt exhausted. She picked up her bag and jacket. Maybe modelling wasn't quite as easy as it appeared on the surface.

  'Ah, there is Cesare,' murmured Maceo sardonically as they walked out into the reception area. "With the sunny smile.'

  Cesare was pacing the floor like a dark, caged tiger. He barely flicked her a glance, but directed his attention to Maceo.

  "What the hell was that all about?' he questioned in Italian.

  'Could you be a little more specific?' answered Maceo, in the same language.

  'I asked you to take her photograph—not to try it on!'

  'If I had been trying it on, then she'd be leaving with me' boasted Maceo. 'If you can't hang on to your women, di Arcangelo—then don't take it out on me.'

  The two men stood glaring at one another, and Sorcha had had quite enough. She marched out of the foyer and left them to it. Let Cesare travel back on his own—she would get the train!

  She was halfway down Marylebone High Street when she heard a distinctive voice calling out her name and the sound of footsteps behind her. When she turned round, there was Cesare—his dark face a picture of barely repressed rage.

  "Where do you think you're going?' he demanded.

  'To the station. I wasn't going to hang around while you and Maceo had your Italian conversation class—I'd already had an exhausting morning.'

  His mouth twisted. 'Yes, I could see that.'

  The undertone of accusation in his voice was unmistakable. 'And what's that supposed to mean?'

  'Do you think I am blind, Sorcha?' he asked hotly. 'I saw what was going on between you and Maceo.'

  'Going on?' she choked. 'You mean the flirting, which I assume he does as automatically as breathing with every woman he photographs?'

  'I know what kind of a man he is!' he declared. 'And the reputation he has with women. He does not know that there is anything between us, so why wouldn't he make a pass at you?'

  'But there is nothing between us!' she flared. And didn't part of her just long for him to reject that assumption?

  But Cesare didn't seem remotely interested in defining relationships—he was not letting up on the subject which interested him far more. 'You are saying that you didn't find him attractive?'

  Sorcha sighed. This was difficult—but keeping her own emotions in check to lessen the risk of getting hurt did not mean that she couldn't be in some way honest about the way she felt.

  'Under different circumstances, I suppose I might have done/ she said carefully. His eyes narrowed. "What kind of circumstances?'

  If she had been a child, she would have stamped her foot. 'Oh, you can be so dense, Cesare! I thought I'd made it clear to you that just because I wasn't a virgin when I slept with you it doesn't necessarily follow that no man is safe from my advances! I don't deal with a multitude of partners at the same time.' She stared at him. 'Do you?'

  'No.' There was a long silence while he stared at her, and suddenly some of the

  tension left him. Some, but not all. 'Am I going crazy? ' he questioned softly. 'I don't know—are you?'

  'Yes’ he groaned as he pulled her into his arms. He wanted to tell her that it wasn't supposed to be like this—he had thought he was going along in a straight line, yet he was encountering twists and turns all along the way.

  'I find myself wanting to kiss green-eyed women in the middle of a busy street/ he murmured.

  'Cesare—you can't.'

  'Can't I?'

  'Think of your reputation.'

  "What about yours? '

  Sorcha couldn't remember the last time she had been kissed in public. It didn't last long, and it wasn't one of those awful kisses which made other people feel sick—with the couple looking as if they were enjoying a three-course meal.

  No, it was brief and hard and intense—in effect, it was a powerful stamp and a demonstration of Cesare's mastery, and when she drew back from it she was breathless, oblivious to the red double-decker bus which trundled by and the people who were turning to look at them.

  'Now what?' she questioned.

  'Let's find a hotel,' he said unsteadily.

  CHAPTER EIGHT

  Sunlight streamed in through the windows and Sorcha sleepily opened her eyes and yawned. She had often wondered what kind of people spent the afternoon in bed in a hotel, and now she had discovered the answer.

  People like her.

  She glanced at the figure in the bed beside her. Cesare was sleeping, his magnificent body stretched out like an artist's model, the olive skin glowing against the rumpled tangle of white sheets. But while his muscular body was hard and lean, his face in repose had a curious softness about it. Thick black lashes formed two shadowy arcs, and the luscious mouth was curved into a sensual little pout.

  How many beds had he lain in like this? she wondered. Had he spent anonymous afternoons in luxury hotels in all the major cities around the world? For this was a very different venue from the Urlin Arms, with its faded carpets and temperamental staff.

  Here the drapes were pure lined silk, the chandelier French, and the writing desk antique.

  How many women? Did they all blur into one eager and giving body? In a year's time would he have to frown to remember just where it was he had stayed with her?

  There was a glint from between his half-closed eyes, and a hand reached out to rest with easy familiarity on her thigh. How well sex could mock real intimacy, thought Sorcha with a pang.

  'You look lost in thought,' he murmured.

  'I was.'

  'Are you going to share it?'

  What an emotive word share could be—did he know that? Did women leap on it like hungry little puppies because it hinted at something beyond the communion of bodies which had just taken place?

  'You won't want to hear.'

  'Try me’ he murmured, stretching his legs and making no attempt to hide his renewed stirring of desire.

  'I was wondering if you made a habit of this.' This? '

  There he was—already playing for time! 'Having sex with women in anonymous hotel rooms.'

  He studied her thoughtfully. "What do you think? That every time I visit a city I pick up a beautiful woman and take her to bed?'

  "Do you? '

  He laughed. 'Once—a long time ago—I went through a stage of doing exactly that. ’ It had been when he had left her, when he had been hurting—not expecting to hurt, nor wanting to, as if he had a divine right to somehow be immune from the pain of relationships.

  There had always been willing women—and at that time it had seemed that the supply of them was endless. It was almost as if his icy indifference had turned them on, providing them with the challenge that they might be the one to break through that cold heart to find the warmth of the man beneath. They never had, of course—and Cesare had turned away more than he had slept with. He had felt like a gorged child who had been given permission to spend the night in a sweetshop.

  'It sounds like every man's idea of heaven,' said Sorcha, hoping that her voice didn't sound sour—because how he lived his life was his business, not hers.

  'It wasn't’ he said flatly. 'Predictability is boring, and when something is so easy to get, it d
oesn't have the same value.'

  Sorcha went very still. 'You didn't have to fight very hard to get me into bed/ she said in a small voice.

  His voice was cool and mocking. 'You don't think so? This seduction actually started seven years ago—and, using those sums, I'd say that you were actually the hardest of all.' Black eyes hardened, became watchful. 'And what about you, Sorcha, since this seems to be true confession time?'

  "What do you want to know? Actual numbers, like in that film—where I go through my conquests one by one and make you laugh?'

  Laugh? He winced, knowing that the fierce stab of jealousy which shot through him was unreasonable—but then, he had never been accused of being a reasonable man.